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Friday, July 31, 2009
You were one of our best friends. We've gone through thick and thin. Though a characteristic of yours. Your angerness that acts with impatience. We've tolerated that for quite a long time. Now, it has gone over the limit. This is serious business. Warning! It's not gonna be nice... ... Wrath boils in my blood. Telling me to hate. Hate for what you've done to us. Anger from many different things. I'm gonna let it go, speak it out. Tell them what this anger is all about. Though when I do speak out. So many things go wrong. Gentled down my voice so that my anger won't take control of me. But you, just ignored all of the consequences. WHAT WAS THAT SHOUTING ALL ABOUT? Our motive was to confront you. Just let all your feelings out. (not all your anger!) Share your pain with us. (but not your anger!!) Solve this problem together. (It's not all about you!) Aren't this what friends are for? Talk it out, like matured adults. Instead, you went bonkers. Crying and shouting is your only solution? Just like on that rainy day, We gathered all our thoughts. To simply lightened this burden of yours. But what did we get in return? A simple thanks to show your appreciation? (not at all, nada) What are we to you? Are we just nothing? Just a thing to keep you company? We know you have problems. (don't we all do?) Know that you do feel left out at times. (you're not the only one...) Expecting too much care from others. (isn't our care enough?) It's not all about you, you see. We've tried to tell you, so many times. (but you just wouldn't listen.) If you got that all figured out, then WHAT WAS THAT SHOUTING ALL ABOUT?! You might not realize this. But you have hurt us all. How dare you drag our dear friend into this situation? I won't accept that with a light heart. Can't you read between the lines? You had your chance to apologize for that sinful act of yours. (but you really threw it away) A simple sorry will never be enough. Imagine, if all of us were really drowning. Almost dying, and you may never get to see them again. Could you set aside your perceptions of "Who you're most closest to, or don't really talk to." "Who you care for the most, or who cares for you." These tittles are all just USELESS. Even if they're all different, aren't they all still your friends? I understand this character of yours. This disposition that is incapable of putting anything into words. But for once in your life, could you just play it cool? Can't you laugh a little, smile a little? Stop waiting for others to care for you. Stop waiting for others to make the first move. TREAT OTHERS THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED. Call us names, all the vulgarities you can ever think of. It's your mouth, I don't bother. But you've just gone too far. We're going down the same road again. I've said this once, (but you never listen) And I'm gonna say it again. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. Think about it. In this moment of time, I will NEVER forgive you that easily. You heard that. ... Now, I shall recite the poetry of VULGARITIES. The "F**K, I don't wanna read this shit anymore" button is just on the North-East corner of this page. Please meticulously make your way up there. Thank you and "Come again". ... FUCKING ASSHOLE. DID I EVER CALLED YOU CB. NOW THIS IS ALL FOR YOU. FUCKING BLOODY. FUCK.SHIT.FUCK.SHIT.FUCK.YOU.SHIT.FUCK.YOU.BLOODY.SHIT.SHITTY.FUCKY.BLOODY.SHIT! CHIBAI.BAKA.BAKA.BAKA.CHIBAI.CHIBAI.ICHIBAN NO HONTONI WA SAITTE NA KANINABE lah! YOU FUCKING CRABPOT. BLABLABLABLA *ALL THE BAD WORDS COMING OUT FROM THE KEY BOARD* FUUYOOOOOH. Now I'm so tired... Tired of all this SHIT. Alright, won't waste my time thinking about this... Ataghfirullahalazim. Subhanallah. Innalillah. Okay I'm Done. |
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