|
Friday, October 2, 2009
Chapter One. A Hopeless Miracle. She looked up to the clear blue sky. The green apple grass was swaying in the wind. She was finally free. For days, walking with the conscience she can't bear She was a dreamer. Dreamless dreams she dreamt. And yet, she was still hopelessly hoping for a miracle... ... "Believe in yourself more" he said. How could I? I thought to myself. In this cruel world, who would? When there's no one else, who would believe in my voice? I was trapped in the misery of my past. Nothing could change that fact. Though, at that moment, he was there for me. I just needed to hear it from him. "Do you believe in me then?" I finally said. "Of course, I'll always will." I smiled. I knew he did. And I was grateful. For he was the only person in this world who believed in me. He was the cure to my pain, my misery. The bliss of my solitude. I just wasn't brave enough to say it right in his eyes. I wished I did, for my life would have turned out better. "Don't give up the last hope in you. Deep down inside, you'll find it. Even when the world seems to be surrounded with darkness, when the sun don't shine for you, or the moon isn't bright anymore. Don't run away, cause there's still hope, my dear." His words were so beautiful that a sharp pain cuts my heart. In that moment of time, I was about to break down. I couldn't understand why. So much feelings, buried inside of me. And he was still there. He was there for me. "Don't be afraid to cry. Don't be afraid to show your tears." He turned and looked at me. Tranquility filled my heart. I wish I could have been stronger. I looked up to the clear blue sky, again. Thinking of the right words to say. But my voice was fading... "Why... Why are you saying all these? Why do you care so much?" My voice slowly disappearing, trying to catch my breath. "It's because..." hesitantly he said. "I love you" At that moment, a drop of tear fell from my helpless eyes. And it changed my heart forever... ... Can love or a tiny drop of hope from someone turn sadness into a miracle? A part of a story from my imagination. (to be continued) hopefully, that is. |
♥NADIRAH Profile here. :D wants here. :D Nasyitah(: Hana(: De Wei Hannah(: Joey(: Junaidah(: Peilling(: Pristine(: (Haechi-Chan) Ruzaidee(: Sakina(: Wani(: Manaal(: (Kayuu):D Syafa(: WeiChang(: Melrose(: Anne Bukhary Dyah June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 Designer : Chili. YANRONG. x o x o Background (Edited) |