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Monday, June 29, 2009
There's A Place In Your Heart And I Know That It Is Love And This Place Could Be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To CryIn This Place You'll Feel There's No Hurt Or Sorrow There Are Ways To Get There If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Little Space Make A Better Place... If You Want To Know Why There's A Love That Cannot Lie Love Is Strong It Only Cares For Joyful Giving If We Try We Shall See In This Bliss We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread We Stop Existing And Start Living Then It Feels That Always Love's Enough For Us Growing So Make A Better World Make A Better World... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me His Music Will Love Forever. MJ R.I.P. Wednesday, June 17, 2009 let me introduce you to her. a girl, with feelings, yet broken. an invisible soul, wandering the lonely earth. no one can see her, no one can feel her, no one can sense her that she's there. what ever she does, what ever she gives, no one appreciates, no one knows that it's her. she has no one. nobody. nada. let me introduce you to her world. surrounded by the ones she loves, yet she feels separated, alone. living in an invisible world. just clear as glass. people just walk through her. they don't notice her existence in this world. they don't care about her presence. she's nowhere to be found. just a nothing. she just needed someone to just look at her cares for her know her for who she really is. is that so much to ask for? feeling so lost in this world. lost with no direction. yet, she has everything -great friends/family. she just invisible. she wants to scream for help. but no one can hear her. no one can save her. she's just losing to herself. would it kill just to feel accepted? would the sky fall just to be happy? would the glass break just for people to notice her? to care for her? to appreciate her? would it? let me introduce you to... me. -been keeping in for so long. needed to let it out. =/ ): Tuesday, June 16, 2009 in each bubble there is a dream, every person in the world have an invisible soap bubble that follows him/her. when you'll discover it, touch it, and a great dream will be opened in front of you, for you. all is real, it's enough to believe it. also because dreams are always welcome, or not?... ---- Skating on ICE! had section outing yesterday. we went ice skating. my first experience skating on ice.. wobbly, fun and not to mention icy~~ it was hard for me, coz I didn't have any skating experience. well, most of us didn't anyway... tried walking at first, then tired gliding. did it very YLWOLS. maybe even slower than a snail. well you know, I'm a very WOLS person. in the end, I just used the metal railing thingy. (for the amateurs) finally, i could glide! wow. thankfully didn't fall on my butt. the others did... then, had dinner at mac's. the juniors went crazehhh... well all of us did too. went home and my body was aching all over. all i wanted to do was SLEEP. had BUBBLE blisters on both my feet. it popped and now it hurts like hell. though, it was fun anyway. till then Have a bubbly icy day comfians! Sunday, June 14, 2009 I'm all alone, stuck in a dark corner of my clouded mind. No one to talk to, no one to be loved by, Why can't anyone hear my cries for help? So many emotions buzzing round my head, Why won't they slow down? I need to feel the touch of someone else, On my pale and dried out skin. These feelings, they make me cry, I feel so isolated. It's like my body lives, But inside I'm already dead. Needing a shoulder to cry on, Someone I can talk to and seek comfort from. Anyone who at least... cares for me. I want so so many things. But I'll never have any of them. So here I am, Waiting for someone to save me from myself. People say you can escape from prison, Well I can't, Because I'm stuck in the worst prison of all... Loneliness... -inspired by deviantArt Thursday, June 11, 2009 can we... make dreams into reality, and make reality from our dreams...? can we... turn feelings into words, and turn words into actions...? can we... learn from mistakes, and start over new...? can we... pick ourselves up from failure... and strive to success...? can we... make ideas and opinions, into something that would change the world...? can we... do it? .... we can.. make dreams into reality, make dreams come true... we can... turn feelings into words, into actions that speaks louder than words... we can... turn fears into challenges, overcome it, which makes us stronger... we can... turn failure into an opportunity, to begin again more intelligently... we can... turn ideas into a creation, one that will change the world... we can... do it! if only we... Believe... -we can do anything, if we put our hearts to it, if only we believe... Wednesday, June 10, 2009 I can almost see it that dream I'm dreaming but there's a voice in my head saying, You'll never reach it. Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking but I, Got to keep trying, Got to keep my head held high. There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always going to be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb. The struggles I'm facing The chances I'm taking Sometimes might knock me down but, No I'm not breaking, I may not know it But these are the moments that I'm going to remember most yeah Just got to keep going And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on, cause There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always going to be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb. Keep on moving Keep climbing Keep the faith It's all about The climb Keep your faith -a song is a poem turned into a melody. a beautiful song. the words, the melody, uberly deep and touching. i guess i'm already addicted to it. the movie was amazing though. had a great time with da buddies. but suddenly, i don't know why... my heart started to beat fast. as if it was gonna explode... why? i don't know either. but now, i'm writing again. it made me calmed abit. oh wells. (: Sunday, June 7, 2009 my throat went dry, my mouth is open but the words aren't coming out. their eyes are moving, but they aren't looking. can't you see that i'm here? longing for your attention, craving for an existence, yet, i sit here thinking, "How more invisible can i be, for you to ignore me like this?" for once at least, can you show me that you care? even if it's a slightest smile, or a face full of concern and care. for once at least, can you show me that you know im there? as i turn slowly, hoping to see them there, though somehow, i turn, and see no one, no one but myself, tears streaming down my cheeks, and the lonely trees, waving in the wind... just another poem i thought of again. so emotional and deep. i don't know why, i guess i was just bored. oh wells, been bored these few days... the performance on friday was a BLAST! really enjoyed it. now, i'm already addicted to The Sims 3. chilling at home, listening to indie music. this is life. (: Thursday, June 4, 2009 i wish i was a cloud, when everything is slow and free, no hurries, no worries everything is calm and all is peace, taking life as easy as it is, but nothing can be that easy... when lightning strikes and thunder appears, the sky brought tears of sorrow and darkened fears. a drop of rain, a drop of tear, the splattering of rain is all that we hear. let the sufferings, let the pain, wash over the earth, wash away all their worries, and when all is done... the grey cotton-candy cloud wipes the tears off a lonely earth, the darkness fade into a welcoming light, a ray of hope, it smiles, it shines, and the heaven open up once again. all is pure, all is calm, finally i am the cloud... -that was my unfinished poem well, i guess now it's finished... (: Wednesday, June 3, 2009 Now I am about to lose, I am close to tears, it seems I am fading away. As I go forward, whose words can I believe in? I have only one heart, and it's been broken many times over. Living for today is living in pain, Living for today. The seas of a stormy youth are harsh, But we go forward on a ship of dreams to the shores of tomorrow. Now, don't give up, don't cry, when it seems it's time to fade away You can believe in your own voice as you go forward. Sleepless nights from pain. Living for today is bitter, yet sweet. Your whole life has meaning, don't be afraid on dreaming big. Keep on believing. I am about to lose, I am close to tears, it seems that I'm about to be defeated. For someone who's seemingly about to disappear Whose words can I believe in? Don't give up, don't cry, Though it seems it's time to fade away. You can believe in your own voice as you go forward. You can't avoid sadness, whatever age you are. So show your smiling face, and go on living for today. Living for today. -a song is a poem turned into a melody. Tuesday, June 2, 2009 An uneasy thought Escaping from my mind. The pain that I've fought, Sadness that Isn't mine. A feeling locked up in my heart. Something isn't right. Feelings so surreal, so unsure. The darkness fade into light. Somehow, I have to let it out, but, my words are falling on deaf ears. Will i be hurt again? Is there no end? June holies are knocking on our doors! Yet, my mind's not set for it... It's a "duh-er" that we're still require to come to school. For CCAs, tutorials and blablabla... Oh well, Welcome to the "Sad and Unfortunate life of a Student" ;) Still, a month can be verry short. Time is passing by super fast nowadays. Like a bullet train, ZOOOM!! So, Cherish these precious time people! I don't really have plans for the holies. While my friends are enjoying themselves overseas... I'm stuck at home, rotting, counting the days to pass. I guess I just have to "entertain" myself. Hmmm... Mmmmhmmmmm... Watching tear-jerking movies, prepared with a box of tissues. Rock out the night playing GH. I have no idea what else.. Bored.Bored.Bored. Oh wells. :) Monday, June 1, 2009 I open my mind and I let the thoughts spill out constantly onto the paper before me, considering all the many words that I might say, that I might allow myself to hear. As i sit alone, and I reflect on the curiosity placed so clearly before me, as I reflect on the world around me, as I see the darkness fade away and becomes light; and as I see the light itself coalesce back into darkness. Loneliness is a boon, loneliness is a gift, a poison tearing through the existence. Found to be disengaged from those around you, and curious to what's real and what's not... The reality bathes around you in the ephemeral light, just as you bathe in reality. There is hope in this world, to be sure, but only if one takes the hope, only if one is to follow down the path that they truly want, only if one is to follow down the path that grants them life, that grants them love. So I walk down my path, and at the end, a lonely soul stands... Will it be you? -inSpired (DA) |
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