a story told by the sky...

I am lost in a snowstorm.

The wind shrieks, blows stinging sheets of snow into my eyes.

I stagger through layers of shifting white.

I call for help, but the wind drowns my cries.

I fall and lie panting on the snow, lost in the white,

the wind wailing in my ears.

I watched the snow erased my fresh footprints.

I'm a ghost now, a ghost with no footprints.

I cry out again, hope fading like my footprints.

But this time, a muffled reply.

I shield my eyes and manage to sit up.

Out of the swaying curtains of snow,

I catch a glimpse of movement, a flurry of colour.

A familiar shape materializes.

A hand reaches out for me. I see the snow.

I take the hand and suddenly the snow is gone.

We're standing in a field with apple green grass

with soft wisps of clouds drifting above.

I look up and see the clear sky is filled with kites.

...

On this one special day, it's time for us to say "Thank You" and forgive each other for our past mistakes. It's our human nature to make mistakes. Everyone will hurt, and everyone gets hurt. So lets Forgive and Forget...

To my Dear Family,

Thank you for all the great things you've done for me.

Not even a thousand words can reciprocate your kindness given.

You have always be there for me.

Tolerating my nonsense.

You never judge, you only listen.

You never ignore, you always care.

Even when life seems hard,

You've always stayed strong for everyone.

Even when I was at my worst attitude,

You were patient with everything.

For that I can't thank you enough.

♥♥♥♥

To my Dear Friends,

Thank you for the awesome things you've done for me.

You guys have always been there through thick and thin.

I apologize for all the wrong doings I've done.

Be it unintentionally, or purposely.

If my words or actions have somehow hurt you.

I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart.

For all the obstacles that the future will bring us,

Hopefully our friendship will stay strong and true.

You guys are irreplaceable.

♥♥♥♥

Lastly, I wanna say thanks to a "Something", instead of a someone. My Heart. The most important organ in my body. I know, I may sound soooo crazy and weird right now. You guys may think "Of all things, why say thanks to an organ?!" I know, but my heart has suffered the most. It doesn't hurt to say thanks rite? So here it goes...

To my Heart,

Thank you.

For beating for me since the start of my life.

And until now.

For all the sufferings,

I apologize.

Everytime when I had an asthma attack,

You had to beat faster than usual.

So hard that eventually you'll ache.

Even I could feel your pain too.

When things got worse,

And I was uncontrollable,

You would have just stopped beating.

Just terminate and shutdown.

But you didn't.

Instead you continue to beat for me,

To beat for my life.

Even when you just felt like popping out,

You continued to stay strong.

You're a weak heart,

but you're strong enough to go through all these sufferings.

That's what made you the most special.

And for that,

I thank you with my life.

My heart.

♥♥♥♥

I know it may seem weird,

But I've come to a point where my sufferings

Has made me appreciate them more.

Coz deep down I believe,

That every single little thing has feelings...

Till then,

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAR ZAHIR DAN BATIN"

It was just yesterday

That the sun was shining for us.

Our laughter echoed through the sky.

Our smiles were craved in my memories.

Wish time could have stopped.

Seems like today,

A dark cloud shadowed over us.

Absorbing all our tears.

And it rained for us.

Our laughter was taken away

By the lightning strikes.

Our smiles were burned by the fire.

Time got faster and faster.

But tomorrow,

Will the sun ever shine for us again?

I'm like a candle;

In the darkness.

A new flame is born,

And I am

Lighting up your life

In every way I can.

Giving you all that I have,

All of me.

Just like an instant happiness.

Slowly, I'm fading away.

Melting away your desires.

And when all is done,

I'm already burned up.

Forgotten in your memories.

Good-bye...

Forever.

...

Hmm... Just a short poem I thought of again. I guess I haven't been posting for too long... Don't know what to post about. My life? Nothing interesting. More poems? I'm just tired of writing sad poems. I wish I could be happier. Though I wish all of us could. It's only my wish, but that's how life is. The fact is no one can be happy all the time. However, we can't always be depressed. Well, that's not life either. I've come to think that life is like a Wheel. There's always the ups, the down, and the in-between. Apparently, this may be the "In-between" part of my life.

The countdown is getting lesser, and I guess all of you might be psyched for it. Hari Raya is coming, But I don't want Ramadhan to end. I wish it could stay longer, I seriously don't mind fasting more. Fasting for the whole year? iknowimcrazy. Well, My brother's leaving soon. I hope I could send him off with a smile. Even if I had to cry, It'd be tears of joy. But I guess, everything that happens now, it comes with a greater reason. We have to suffer now, and hopefully enjoy the little things life has to bring for us later on. I just wish all the best for my bro. Not everything may go as planned, But hopefully he'll come back a stronger and better person. I'll miss him very much...

Wish all the Muslims a Good Ramadhan & an Advance Selamat Hari Raya.

Treasure these last few days...

Till then.

♥NADIRAH
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